These days probably closer to UNconsciousness...

Little Poppet won't sleep once it is light. Well, honestly, I used to be like that. I would awaken by 6am every day. Most of my life, in fact. With or without an alarm. What changed that for me was... Little Poppet ha ha! I suppose getting older may have a play in that... Have I mentioned that my last birthday was actually my last birthday? lol So, I suppose I'd better try to get to bed earlier because this past week I've been struggling to keep vertical far more than I've been horizontal.

The MIL is having the lodgers' rooms redecorated whilst she just has the one. So, he's staying here with us for the week. He's a lovely chap, very serious ... he's the sort of person that when he enters a room it feels like two people have left. He doesn't say much, just looks as though he's really pondering what you are saying and nodding his head and literally everyone that I've seen having a conversation does the same thing... they just start rambling on and on and making fools of themselves. And yes, I DO have personal experience in this... poor chap never hears anything other than Reece's Rainbow this and orphans that when I've spoken to him.

Reminds me of when I was about 12 and so shy that when people would come up to me and say hi to me, I'd just stare at them. I didn't know what to say, didn't really want to say anything so they'd just sort of natter on and on, all sorts of nonsense until the awkwardness consumed them and they'd leave. I out grew this. The MIL's lodger hasn't...

The SIL came down to stay for a night as well. She actually came to see the MIL but the train from Manchester to London is so expensive, she looked into it and found a bus that offered the journey to London for £1. So, brilliant price, but that meant the MIL had to meet her at 11pm in London and since we are closest they came for the night here then left in the morning. Just long enough to fill our home with hamster dander and leave - sigh lol. They bought us a curry though so that was nice! 


Little Poppet is still and always will be the best thing ever! lol She has completely mastered the front controls on the DVD player. This has happened despite our concerted efforts to prevent her from learning it. She is very clever and apparently, despite our using the remote for everything (she mastered the remote over a year ago so it is kept up high) she has sussed what each button does and she uses. them. often. She also puts the DVDs in the DVD drawer (shoves them through the slot at the top - saves time on opening the drawer.) Surprisingly, she always holds them picture side facing her so they don't get scratched from that.

She's also decided that clothing is optional. Thankfully trousers are still allowed as she will pull the sides on her nappies if she isn't wearing trousers. So... we go a lot of places outdoors that require a coat over her top and try not to go places where one would remove one's coat indoors because well, people would probably start to wonder what my late night job was!  Please tell me when this phase ends. No really, please tell me lol!

London is allowing the sun to shine these days! Winter has lasted longer this year. Not entirely impressed with that, though referring back to the previous paragraph it has meant wearing warmer coats longer. But we've had lots of lovely walks and plays at the park. Every walk we choose a different colour to look for. I'm thinking we may start doing other themes, as well, but so far the colours have been a good thing. At least the Mr,. if he's with us, or just me when he's at work are able to find things with the different colours. Little Poppet will look and point but I think she thinks she's just affirming us that indeed we DID find a yellow leaf.

In other news, I've been very busy with Reece's Rainbow projects. I never feel caught up (ha probably because I'm not lol) but I believe so in their purpose and vision that it is very worth the late nights. The Mr. and I were just talking this morning about the fact that we feel a bit like we are just on another plane than the rest of the world. Those who don't 'get it' and consider their lives in crisis over the most trivial things... it is difficult to relate. There are disabled orphans in the third world who deserve life and a family and love, just as much as you and I... I am forever ruined lol. Never again will I be able to just chat about nothing ha. Be warned, if I meet you on the street you will hear about the plight of the orphans! :)

So, that is our life of late. No sleep, no clothes, no sleep (did I say that already?) but joy! We are blessed. We don't have a lot of money but we have something that supersedes anything money could buy. God provides when we can't and well, what better place to be! In His Hands, so close we can feel His heartbeat...  





I'm a 21.3.10 Warrior!

Before I go on, here is where YOU go to become a 21.3.10 Warrior! Read what it involves, choose a child from the Reece's Rainbow web site and go!

So, please meet, Victoria or Vika as she's affectionately called. She's beautiful, isn't she? She is definitely an orphanage favourite and well, if I'm honest, she's mine too.

Oh you have no idea how I wish the words in that sentence 'she's mine' didn't just refer to the rest of the thought, 'favourite'. I wish she really was mine!

If I didn't live in the UK I know I'd already be in the process of adopting her.

I absolutely long to be this girl's mum but knowing I can't be, I grieve and long for her to have a mum that will love her and care for her and give her all the hugs and loves and cuddles I give my own Little Poppet.


So, I'm hopeful that you will all help me find her a family. If you have facebook, I hope you'll send your friends here to learn about her. If you are on twitter I hope you will follow me @PoppiesBlooming and RT all my tweets about her. If you have email I hope you will send an email to everyone you know telling of this little Russian girl that needs her forever family. She already has £4793 in her fund already so what a brilliant help towards the cost of her adoption!

uamt -9
Victoria F.
Brothers and sisters no
Date of Birth: May 2005
Gender: Female
Eyes: Blue
Hair: brown
Character: active and social, possible cleft lip


"In the highest Volochek live girl - Vicky. The girl's alive, radiant blue eyes, a mischievous "tail", winning smile and open face. It is well built, childishly naive and coquettish - a child wants to love, embrace, lisping with him. Викуля and she is always glad to new people, smiles all around, laughing loudly and zalivisto, fins and happy sitting on their hands. Wick - a lovely little girl, clockwork, energetic, affectionate and sociable, and in general, little girl, whose place at home, at the table with mom and dad, where you can happily talk down, sitting on a high chair, twist and tuck into cakes with apples ...

In May 2005, in Tver maternity mom did not know that her daughter will be a bright and good, she thought that this child with Down syndrome becomes a burden and an object of ridicule, and therefore given it up ...

Vike almost 3 years, her illness with proper care, attention and care can be greatly adjusted. And now it is not very different from their peers. Vikusya already said a few words, knows the names of animals and birds can show them the picture. Of course, it is not very assiduously in the classroom, her mood quickly changed. But she already knows itself to assemble and disassemble pyramids, cups-liners, understands the differences in the sizes of objects can draw straight lines and closed lines. Likes to play with the doll, feeding her, shakes and washes. Girl with easily imitate adults, able to dress with a little help, eating - not a bit careful, but herself, asking for a pot, washes his hands ... He loves affection. Vika - a normal child.
2 trips



  • 1st trip, Both parents for 5-7 days




  • Wait 2-3 months for court




  • Both parents travel for 2nd trip, one can leave after 4 days, the other waits 10-25 days longer (depending on if the 10 day grace period is waived)




  • No family size restrictions




  • Both parents must be younger than 60 years




  • Total program fees under $30k (travel and hotel varies depending on
    accommodations requested and time of year.)




  • Fee includes a $1000 orphanage donation




  • Married couples and single mothers may apply



  • In May 2005, in Tver maternity mom did not know that her daughter will be a bright and good, she thought that this child with Down syndrome becomes a burden and an object of ridicule, and therefore given it up ...


    This breaks my heart... this little girl's family bought the lie... and look what an amazing little girl they gave up.  She is 4 years old - my daughter just turned 4. In a few months Vika will be 5, I wish I could give her the gift of a family for her next birthday!


    I will, personally, help the family that chooses her to set up and design a blog (I do free blog design for anyone adopting through Reece's Rainbow), help with fundraising, pray, tweet, anything you can think of that I could do to help.



    Please, help me find a family for this beautiful, amazing, vibrant little girl.  



    So, my friend Renee' had the idea to ask everyone who can to donate $21 towards her warrior child. So, in honour of 21.3.10, World Down Syndrome Day, I'm asking the same! But any amount, $5, $10, $15 will go a long way toward helping Vika find a family! Thank you so much for joining me in this!

    because she's beautiful...

    r-word.orgToday is THE day! The Day to Pledge to Show Respect to Everyone!


    Please do what you can to spread the word to end the word today! Make the pledge today to show respect to everyone!

    ___________
    r-word.org
    ______________________



    John C. McGinley says it so well in the Huffington Post
    ... (emphasis mine)

    r-word.orgDignity is inherent to the human condition. An individual's dignity is not only an entitlement. It is a fundamental quality that distinguishes each of us and lends an informed significance to everything that we do. And any time a person's dignity is stomped on, it is wrong! The R-word robs people with Special Needs of their dignity. And it is time to stop.

    r-word.org

    Thank you!

    01:43

    We Cry Out

    Please, this is a very important and serious post. 

    This is Timofey...

    He desperately needs your prayers. He is waiting for his forever family to come for him in Eastern Europe. They recently found out he was in hospital with leukaemia.  Someone from the US that is there right now has been to hospital to see him. 

    His forever family, his mum, and my friend, Michelle has asked this for us to pray for for him.

    Hi everyone!!  I wanted to give you all an update.  I know that you were all aware that Timofey was hospitalized with suspicions of leukemia.  Alicia found out from the orphanage doctor which hospital he is in and she got to visit him yesterday.  I was heartbroken after talking with her and found out that Timofey has already received 8 rounds of chemotherapy and he is not doing well.  They had to stop the chemo, because his little body was not tolerating it very well.  He is laying on his stomach because he has huge bed sores on his bottom.  She said he is in terrible pain.  I talked with Meredith today and she informed me that we have to have it added in our homestudy that we are approved to adopt a child with, not only Down syndrome, but active leukemia.  So, tomorrow, I am going to make the call to our social worker and make this request.  She already thinks we have lost our minds by wanting to adopt three children with special needs.  I ask that you please pray that her heart is softened and she allows this, otherwise, Timofey may not make it. The doctor told Alisha at her visit that he needs to get to America, and I pray that happens soon.  Our homestudy is set to be submitted to USCIS at the end of the week.  Our dossier is all ready to go, we are just waiting on USCIS approval.  Meredith said that she believes they would get us there fast considering the circumstances, but she said ultimately, the fate of Timofey rests in the hands of my social worker, and of course, God.  Thank you so much for all your prayers and support!!!
    Maybe it is because I did worship for so long, it is my first and most natural response to most things lol... good things I praise Him and difficulties I find myself on my face worshipping because only when we allow him in will those challenges either be met or overcome us. 

    The Bible says that God inhabits in the praises of His people (Psalms 22:3). In other words, God “dwells” in the atmosphere of His praise. This means that praise is not merely a reaction from coming into His presence, it is what brings us into the presence and power of God and allows us to enter the sacredness of His glory.

    Anyway, I'm supposed to be working but I guess I'm worshipping and praying for my friend's son and that is certainly not time wasted. We are first and foremost called to pray for one another. Whenever one among you is sick, those of you who are righteous should pray for him!

    We are the righteous... certainly not because we are perfect or without sin lol... we are righteous because Christ has made us so... we are redeemed and righteous because of the name we wear when we are his children. Children of the most high and living God... So, when we cry out to Him, well, he will not give us a stone when we ask for bread...

    So, will you cry out with me to the Lord, Most High for Timofey? 




    If this doesn't show up for you, click here to view the song on youtube:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blnfOA7Uqqo&feature=related

    March is here and with it comes several things of note!

    Firstly, you may have noticed the huge graphic next to this... It is for the 21.3.10 Project at Reece's Rainbow.

    In honour of World Down Syndrome Day you can post this graphic all over the place AND even buy clothing, water bottles, messenger bags, journals, cups... all sorts, all with the 21.3.10 Project logo on them! So GO HERE to learn how you can participate in the 21.3.10 Project!

    Secondly, though sooner, the 3rd of March is Spread the Word to End the Word day. Please join the Special Olympics in this endeavour to teach respect of people with cognitive delays.

    As well, in the US the month of March is Down Syndrome Awareness month. We in the UK have a week in June usually for DS Awareness so I think we'll choose to celebrate in March with the Americans, as well!

    People think that Down Syndrome is a birth DEFECT, oh how wrong they are!  It is the purest gift of love and not just any love, totally overwhelming, consuming and  UNCONDITIONAL love you'll ever get to know and feel.

    Recently there have been attacks on people with different needs, especially DS in the news, entertainment and on facebook!

    This is a battle that is so deeply personal and so difficult
    , I do not know why God put me in it. I feel so ill equipped but I know I must.

    Which is why I need to ask that you ALL ACTIVELY participate in these events... Tell people about these events. Explain to them that DS is a GIFT not a curse. Please advocate for the precious children and people with DS that teach unconditional love, closer to Christ's example than anyone else and life without malice or prejudice. They need you to stand for them.

    Who will fight this fight for them if we don't? And what happens now in the coming months and years will determine their futures. It is getting very ugly in this world for people with DS and disabilities. Please don't assume someone else will fight this battle... please enlist yourselves on behalf of all the people with DS that bless this earth with their presence...

    AND, the next time you see a person or child with DS, stop... take notice. That life is nothing short of a miracle. The abortion rate for pregnancies with DS diagnosis is now up to 98%. That is staggering. So, not only are you seeing the blessing of a person with DS, made closer to the image of God than the rest of us, you are seeing the miracle of a life that many are trying to completely eliminate... I believe, hand on heart, that the two points are most definitely related...

    So, thank you for reading this and please know, that as Proverbs 24.12 says... once your eyes have been opened you can not pretend you do not know what you should do, God knows you know and will hold you accountable. So, consider yourselves enlisted for this purpose... and thank you from the bottom of my heart for joining me in this...

     "Remember those...who are mistreated as if you yourselves were suffering." (Hebrews 13:3)


    http://www.r-word.org/











    09:30

    A Birthday!

    Not mine, not the Mr.'s and not Little Poppet's! But it IS a birthday! Grab The Birthday Button!

    And yes, the big Happy Birthday button probably gave it away but if you still don't know, it is the T21 Traveling Afghan's 1st Birthday!

    I normally don't post on my blog about blog's I've designed but this was for a birthday so well, I am lol! Be sure you go visit the T21 Traveling Afghan Project to see how you can participate but also GRAB the Birthday button! I also want you to grab the other button (below) for the rest of the year but let's all join in for a big blog party for this community building blanket!

    Here are a few of the 'stats' that Chandos has posted on the birthday post about the Afghan's first year... (you have to visit the actual site to see more details and stats, including the photo of Emily Perl Kingsley WITH the T21 Afghan!)

    • It has visited nine states and 27 families in the United States.
    • It has attended a number of Buddy Walks and The Buddy Cruise (where it was photographed with Emily Perl Kingsley!) It has been in the local newspaper.
    • There are families waiting in 14 countries for the afghan to visit them.

    You need to visit them to see how she makes them, about the Afghan of Their Own project and how long it takes Chandos to make one of the afghans.


    So a BIG Happy Birthday to you, T21 Traveling Afghan from Poppies Blooming and the Poppies' Blog! (my spell checker keeps telling me to spell that 'travelling' like we do here lol) and here's to many more to come! :)




     
    Grab This Button

    I received this in an email. I promise I won't post one a day for two weeks. I might post another one or two though lol!






    This goes well with the saying 'It is better to be single, than to wish you were...'

    I actually am thankful to be married... but it IS funny!

    I have to say, I am beyond honoured to know Andrea... she would HATE me saying that but it's true!

    If she didn't have so much snow we'd probably go to the US right now to visit her! lol They had more than 3 FEET of snow, though so well, that's a bit scary! And well, we can't afford it anyway lol!

    Anyway, in between catching my daughter, who now thinks flailing herself about on the sofa is the coolest thing, and putting Peppa Pig on (yes, the Wiggles are just a fond memory we watch only a couple of times a week now) so she can jump in muddy puddles with them, I get to help out with Reece's Rainbow doing design work and promotions on twitter and writing for the blog. I've come to know and adore Andrea (as anyone will tell you who knows her) and if I could choose a sister, she'd be who I'd choose! A kindred spirit!

    So, to see her in People Magazine is really quite thrilling to me! Well, if I'm honest, we haven't found the magazine yet. We do think they sell it here but it would most likely be in a WH Smiths in Central London lol. BUT, knowing that people will get to see her and Reece's Rainbow as the heroes they are is really lovely! (Again, she's not going to like that I'm saying that! lol)

    But, here is a photo of the actual article, not sure if you can read it when you click on it but she and Reece look fantastic! They both have the most gorgeous smiles! How can anyone be un-cheered looking at their bright smiles?

    So, have a look, then go buy your copy and maybe a few for your friends and families! lol

    All, please be sure to pick up and share THIS WEEK's issue of People Magazine. It will be available in some markets on Wednesday (Feb 17) but most on Thursday and Friday.
     
    Reece's Rainbow is highlighted in the Heroes Among Us section. We are so excited about this opportunity to raise awareness, and we are READY for an increase in inquiries and donations. This is the biggest international media opportunity we have had so far.

    Any questions can be directed to me off line at bamaroberts@comcast.net

    Thank you for your continued support!


    Andrea Roberts

    * How's that for a big announcement? :)

    00:22

    TOMORROW!

    I have a big announcement tomorrow! :)

    I had a few things to do yesterday so I bundled up Little Poppet (it is rather cold here, you see), grabbed a fleece blanket for her to be wrapped in in her push chair (you yanks call these strollers) and left for the shops.

    It was a long, cold walk and the tyres on the push chair desperately need air and I couldn't fill them because the Mr. had borrowed it for his bike. So, it was an even longer walk lol.

    At any rate, the people I saw were no different than the people I've always seen and yet yesterday they seemed so much different. At one shop, I thought I'd have a look at the make up. I haven't worn make up for so long that I am not even certain where I keep it anymore and well, I don't think it is wise to use make up that old. I don't even know why I thought to look at it.

    So, I was able to find the cosmetics but as I wandered around the shop looking at it, I realised, nothing is the same anymore. I didn't recognise the brands even, some might be new or just new packaging. I saw girls nearly as young as my daughter looking at make up with their mums and trying to decide colours and I wondered when we started putting so much glitter in make up again...

    I went from shop to shop getting all the groceries we needed and a couple of Valentine's gifts for Little Poppet. As the day progressed, the feeling that began in the make up section of Boots only grew.

    The Mr. came to meet us at the grocery store and on the walk home I told him about the day we had. I told him how I felt like everything had sort of passed me by. Nothing was the same anymore.

    He said he felt that way sometimes too but he had misunderstood. I had told him what I had failed to mention here, as I was looking at make up my eyes welled up with tears. He thought I felt like I had missed out on something. I hadn't. Not in the slightest.

    I corrected him and told him that it wasn't that I felt left out or left behind, it was that I no longer fit. I don't fit in with the rest of the world. I don't fit but I don't want to.

    If I'm honest, I've been ruined for this world. I spend my days with an angel and in the evenings I work on things to help other angels that have been mislabelled as not having value to find families. I spend every day praying and working for orphans, little people that live in third world countries who have a gift of Down Syndrome. The problem is people don't realise it is a gift and they throw them away.

    I cry and pray for the kids because I know what their lives will be like if they don't find families. I know what they already are... they don't get baths or their teeth brushed, they eat liquid meals, there is more but I can't even bear to think about it. I spend most all of my time when my daughter is asleep thinking and attempting to advocate for them.

    I have no conversations in real life that don't somehow end up with me talking about orphans. I find it very difficult to relate to someone who's biggest crisis in life is what someone said about them or what they should do on the weekend.

    The good thing is that when things start to get us down, we only have to look at the orphans and realise how much worse off they are. It does put things into perspective.

    But I no longer fit in. I don't want to wear make up, I decided. Well, I may some time, who knows, but I don't want what make up means... I don't want to cover my flaws or bring out my good points. I don't want to be the artist and former model and musician anymore. I can not ever go back to a life of what now seems trivial. I can't be someone that isn't grieved by the way these angels are discarded. I can't act like someone that doesn't know all that I know. I don't fit...

    and I don't want to... if I'm honest...

    Today is Little Poppet's birthday. I still am amazed that she is mine. I still do not deserve such a precious gift. She has grown so this past year! She was so tiny last year, she wore 18-24 month clothing, well, she is getting TALL! I can't believe it!

    She is the most loving and brave little girl. She jumps up and down on the sofa, causing my heart to nearly stop beating... but then she comes to me and gives me the best hugs and kisses as if she knows I've just had the life scared out of me!

    The Mr. is jealous of her rippling tummy muscles (6-pack) and so he's decided to start the same exercise regime of climbing on the sofa and jumping off. Oh well, better he copy that than her habit of throwing toys/cutlery/books/my external hard drive down the back of the bookshelf.  

    Today has been a beautiful sunny day! I can't actually recall this day EVER being anything but sunny since Little Poppet has been here!

    I will post some photos of her pressies and her party another time. For now, this is my day to honour her. I have written her a letter from Mum to her but that is private, just for her. This, however, I will share. So, here is Little Poppet's song... from my heart...

    I praise God for giving Little Poppet to me.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone who would not discard her for the reason of what the doctors said about her at her birth.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone who values her life - all life - and considers her beautiful and perfect regardless of whether the doctors feel she is.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone who was born in a country that doesn't take your children away whether you want them or not due to what the doctors say.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone who knows God and is able to hear Him when He says that she is perfect as she is regardless of what the doctors say.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone who knows that she is not the one in need of healing, it is the doctors who are.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone so undeserving of such a gift, but one who never would have without her.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone unwilling to allow the doctors to go on saying what they say without a fight.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone that God instilled some fight in...
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone unable to see the ones who have been discarded without her heart breaking a little bit more with each look.
    I praise God that she was born to me, so she could teach me to keep looking, despite the pain to my heart.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone that God chose to use her to soften and remake my heart so that I can feel His heart all the more.
    I praise God that she was born to me, someone who will teach her about Him after she has taught me so much about Him first.
    I praise God that she was born to me.
    I praise God that she was born.
    I praise God.



    Tomorrow afternoon we have a party for our soon to be the new FOUR year old Little Poppet. To say we've both been run off our feet attempting to pull together a party for her in roughly one week, with not much time and even less money, would be putting it rather mildly. We don't want to be the parents that just suck at having birthday parties so we've been planning, scheduling, shopping, plotting... whatever we could to find what to get her and whom to invite.

    The invitations were easy, family, friends... neighbours... done. Now, what to give her for a present?

    We learned (finally!) that waiting til a bit closer to the actual day seems to be the way forward when buying birthday pressies for three and four year olds. We did the Wiggles for last year's birthday and months later when they actually arrived on British soil, she'd little interest in them. So, judging by her interests this week, we are giving her some Peppa Pig toys and craft sets.There are other things waiting to be opened tomorrow and on Tuesday that hopefully she'll like that aren't Peppa Pig.

    So, tonight as I was getting Little Poppet to bed, I noticed her left eyelid was a little pink. I asked the Mr. about it and... well, here is how that conversation took place...

    ME: I hope her eye is ok, her one eye lid is a little pink

    theMR: oh it is probably just lack of sleep (she didn't sleep well last night)

    ME: *Gasp!* Well, I rebuke THAT in Jesus' name!

    theMR: eh? Why are you rebuking that? What's wrong with that, I'm just stating the facts.

    ME: facts? why would you put THAT on her? That is awful! She's your daughter!

    theMR: (MORE THAN PUZZLED) But you said she didn't sleep well last night. How am I being horrible?

    ME: (realising I misheard) Oh, that? Oh I don't know. Yeah right, she didn't sleep well, you are right, it could be from a lack of sleep.

    theMR: (it is obvious to him I've misheard) hmmm what did you think I said? (folds arms and starts tapping fingers)

    ME: Isn't it funny how the words 'lack of sleep' and 'leprosy' can sound so similar. Almost interchangeable aren't they?

    theMR: Only in your world... (walks away shaking head)


    Well, I AM tired... that's all I'm saying...

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